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WEEPING WILLOW

It's always going to be like this-
One weeping willow in a field,
Far away from everyone,
Far away from you.

That's me, the weeping willow-
Wishing that your leaves,
Would float to me and,
Love me like sunshine.

The wind is my enemy-
It's slowly taking you away from me,
And to some other tree,
In a field somewhere else.

When is my enemy-
Going to bring you back to me?
Maybe the wind can be my friend,
It will hold me gently,
And whistle through my arms,
To eventually leave me.

Now the wind is no longer my friend-
Because it won't take you,
Out of my sight,
So I won't weep anymore.

DEATH

Blankly staring at the TV
She feels the blood drip
Slowly tumbling off
Her pale white finger tip
Her other fist clenches
The cold, hard steel
That freed her lonely heart
From all that was real
Her red lips gently curver
Upward one last time
But this last smile is real
Her mood now sublime
As the emptiness drained
From her very soul
"Life" left her body
And sweet death took his toll
The stained carpet
A permanent stain
On the memories
Of those who still remain.

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FRIENDS

Friends are the most complicated issue on the planet
Perhaps Harry was correct
Women and men cannot be just friends
It seems that there always ends up being
a one sided attraction that stays well hidden or being known causes tension so that
"Friends" seems a stretched definition.
Maybe the reason it occurs is that as humans,
Our mate is to be our life time friend.
This is why friendships are confusing and hard to understand.
I believe that everyone should hold onto the person they are closest to in the world
And love them forever.
Perhaps divorce rates would go down
We should hold our spouses as our best friend and when we go out...
They go with us.






CHANGE

The breeze flows through the open window
It moves the curtains
Like arms out stretched
It shuts the door
As a closed heart
It rustles the memories
Hanging on the wall
It pushes throughts
Off the table
The breeze touches the closed window...
Never to hold, never to love, never to see,
Never to know....
and moves on.

THE LONGING

I long to feel loved
I hope to know trust
I seek to move beyond
The simplicity of lust
I look far into the world
For a single glimpse of hope
But for one more day at least
I must continue to cope
In a world that knows no absolutes
I can only dream
Of a life where things just are
Exactly as they seem.

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CALM

The calm, the still
The air rolls over my skin
The peace, the calm
The feeling seeps in
The hope, the wish,
The future unfolds
Hatred, anger,
and lies untold.

SEASONS

The seasons always
Seem to change so fast.
If you're not careful
You might lose your heart
In the last--
Like a tree would lose her leaves
In the fall.
Like them all.

The leaves come back in spring
And with them
Birds they bring.

You body can still feel bare
In the warm new air
If there is no heart
With whom to share.

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BAD DAY

I have a headache,
And I'm sad,
It's hot in this room
And my heart is breaking
The school is spinning
And my hands are shaking
Everything's unreal
I'm sweating yet shivering
My teeth are chattering
I stare without seeing
Everyone's moving except me
I'm stuck.