Some cussing and violence, don't read if you are easily offended.

REMEMBER?

Remember when you loved me?
Or did you ever?
You used to gently take my hand in yours
Kiss it tenderly
You looked me in my eye and told me that you loved me
And that you would never leave me.
You would never love another the same way again.
Why then, if all of this was true
Did you walk away from me so easily?
How can you walk by me like you don't even see me?
You don't even say hello.
I thought you were different
I put you on a pedistal and gave all I had to give.
You know my deepest dreams and fears,
I thought I knew yours.
There wasn't a part of me
That I wouldn't have sacraficed to make you happy.
But you changed everything with one crushing letter.
I maybe past the hurt, but the confusion will never fade.
You were my everything-
And you took everything away.

COMPLICATED WORLD

I drove to your memory
I complicated my world again.
I drove to where we used to be
I ran to your old stomping ground
I am dying here with out you
I feel my heart breaking
I want to throw my trembling arms around you
I wish I could love you again
I drove to you and you didn't care
I left my heart with you
You lost it
I can't retreive it
I am empty now
I refuse to cry one tear
I am breathing, but I am dead
Love songs on the radio crush me.
You used to sing to me
I will never be able to escape you
My heart hurts I miss you so damn much
I love you still
I hate myself for this weakness
I pray to a god I don't know
I want to run to you
I want you to hold me again.
I complicated my world again
I drove to your memory.

YOUR FATE

You cheat, you fake, you liar.
I want to cut you open
And set you on fire.
I can see the puddle of gleaming red
I smell the stench
From your eternal bed
I gave myself, You gladly took.
I took your bait, Ignored the hook.
All of this I restate
As your body twitches
And you meet your fate
I'll miss our pretend fights
And your petty lies
By the dashboard lights
I've never been thought of as frail
I cut up your body and
Put it in the mail.
You doubted I could take care of me
Who's pathetic now?
Who's on their knee?

THE PAWN

So, you are what now?
All knowing when it comes to me?
You think you know me?
I have no true feelings?
You don't know me
How can you stand there and think I would hurt you?
If you know me enough to care
Then you should know me enough to know
That I hold you dear
I won't fuck you over.
And I won't laugh at your pain.
If you don't want to hurt me
Then don't lie to me
It is really that simple
Just stop playing games
I am tired of being everyone's pawn.

CONVERSATION

Blah, blah, blah...
The sound of your whining goes on
And on and on
I listen until I just can't take anymore
And I hang up
You never stop tearing at me
And I cannot hear anymore
My teeth nash at the very thought of your venom
But here I am putting up with you.